Thursday, March 12, 2009

What is that... bittersweet?


I dreamed about her this night. My dreams are always so vivid and I am never aware that I'm dreaming.

In my dream she had been at the Animal Shelter all this time and I couldn't handle it anymore. I went to the shelter to bring my baby home. I got there and the staff was guilt tripping me, hardcore, for leaving her there in the first place.

I was so confused, I couldn't remember WHY I would have parted with her in the first place.

And I saw her! My GOD she was beautiful. Happy, young, healthy... she just looked at me with that happy impish look that I haven't seen in years and it said "Jenn! Where have you been??? Lets go home!!!"

And I just stood there, looking at her, wondering what was SO important that I would EVER give her up.

Then I woke up. I went to let Puck and Zoee out of their kennels and I was confused. I couldn't figure out where Chy was. I didn't look for her, it just took me a while to realize why she wasn't here and what Zoee was doing here. THEN I remembered.

1 comments:

Oct said...

Maybe the dream was just her way of saying "Hi. Don't forget me." But I'm sure forgetting her is impossible. Dreams can be lovely little things sometimes.

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